I wrote this on the first anniversary of my conception day.The first verse came to me & God helped me finish the rest. I hope that it helps all of us in our trial groups. I give my permission for you to use & print it in any way that you would like.

Today's the day that you were made
A new life has begun
Within the womb inside of me
My precious little son

Half of you was waiting
For years & years it seems
For him to come & make you one
New life inside of me

From this first day you changed me
Now through your eyes I see
Do I want your eyes to look at
The same things that I see?

I look around at this world of mine
In a way I've never done
I think...Is it safe here
For my precious little son?

Sadly I know
The answer is no
So I drop down to my knees
I cry as I ask Jesus
Please help you & me

Where are the smiling faces
For your new eyes to see?
They are not here in my world
If I die...They may never be

I can only protect you for a while
While you are safe inside of me
So I search for smiling happy faces
For your brand new eyes to see

Again I ask Jesus
To help me find someone
To love this life inside of me
My precious little son

I know someone is waiting
God has chosen them
To give you all the love you need
& make you part of them

How I know you need them
How they have prayed for you to come
So they can share a part of their world with
Their precious little son

I found the happy smiling faces
That I want you to see
& they can't wait to meet their son
That lives inside of me

Their world is so much brighter
So I share my love for you
With lots of happy smiling faces
& they will let me love you too

I will always love you
I want you to know
You are in my heart forever
You are everywhere I go

Now we wait on your arrival
We can't wait for you to see
How good it feels to share a love
That only through God can be

Our happy smiling faces
Stand together now as one
To love this life inside of me
Our precious little son

Supporting the concept of open adoption
for the prevention of child abuse

© Jan. 2000